Ha! I fell in love. Thankfully, not with LC, with my best friend, Babe. I realized how much I loved her when i saw how soon i Was leaving and that she wouldn’t be coming with me.
Things are so crazy right now. I’m planning for a very big event and I’m getting my money together for college, and I’m getting my mind together for fun, and separation, and heartbreak.
I’m still happy, but I have this pent up feeling. It’s touching overwhelming. And I have been literally holding my breath.
LC, GT, Babe, family, I’m out of here!! And I love them all so much. but it’s either them or my life.
Are dreams really that hard to reach? I still see things as simple as a kid does. I see, the goal, and I see effort, and I see definite success. Maybe thats not true, in the beginning of the planning process for this event thats coming up really soon, I almost gave up. This was my first big event and I was a month close to the event and I had only one act booked. I felt so defeated! But I spoke to one of my friends who is a really big event planner and she almost laughed at me. She said that she never has everything booked until two weeks before hand.
That was the only time I was allowed to take a deep inhaling breath. Now, two weeks before the event, I have everything booked and I’m am so happy. There were some complications through out but there was the strong team that back me up every step of the way. I’m so grateful for the people who helped with this event. It’s going to be the best.
We’ll talk about LC, later. Darn him.
