Three weeks left, yeah?

After all the stress LC put me through, guess what? We’re “intimately talking” now, three weeks before I leave for college. I believe I got into this because I was curious. I’ve never been in love or really really liked anyone I’ve been in a relationship with and I was curious to see if it was even possible. All that love blabber that girls and boys talk about seemed unrealistic to me. I’m Lulu, I mean, Lulu doesn’t fall in love. This was my chance to prove it.
I can say, that I don’t love him, but I do like him. In the beginning there were a few things that turned me off. Like him asking me if I would have sex with him before we even kissed. I was so mad at that, after all the years we’ve been “friends” he doesn’t know me enough to know that I’d tell him ‘hell no’.
Lucky for him, I like him more than I could be mad at him. I really had to fight myself to not go off on him.
The entire time I was all goo goo gaa gaa over him, I barely knew him. There was never a reason for me liking him, it was always, this other guy is cute and funny, and LC is… LC, and each time my heart would choose LC while my head chooses the other guy. I have a feeling the experiment won’t go the way I’ve planned, that I’ll leave and go to college and’ll be heartbroken.

Although the idea is still funny to me now, I don’t think I’ll be laughing when I’m getting on a plane and saying goodbye to people who make my heart ache.